Nigredo · Dharma · Chapter 22 of 48

1.2.10. The Cycle of Becoming

How does a changing stream of experience acquire the momentum, identity and future orientation of a sufferer?

Dharma · Chapter 10 of 12 Video discussion Dependent origination Craving, clinging and becoming

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The book

The chapter in brief

This tenth Dharma chapter turns from the Four Noble Truths to the conditional structure beneath them. It traces a movement from ignorance and volitional formation through consciousness, contact and feeling to craving, clinging and becoming. A river vortex provides its central image: recognisable and consequential, yet inseparable from the changing water that sustains it.

The chapter presents the sufferer not as an immutable entity but as a pattern repeatedly assembled through attachment, memory and imagined futures. Its account combines early Buddhist dependent origination, later Abhidhamma language and Dr Robinson’s own model of mind. These layers should be distinguished: the chapter is an interpretive course map, not a complete statement of every Buddhist school’s understanding.

Visual orientation

How the mind creates the sufferer

Illustrated flowing map from ignorance through choice, consciousness, contact, feeling, craving and the construction of a sufferer, ending with a contrasting path towards liberation.
A visual orientation to the video’s central movement from ignorance and evaluation to craving, identity and projected future suffering. It is an interpretive summary rather than a canonical twelve-link diagram: several links are compressed, repeated or expressed in the course’s own language. Select the image to open the full-size PNG.

Video guide

Where does the sufferer enter the stream?

The recording opens with a whirlpool in a fast river. It has a location, shape and real effects, yet it cannot be lifted from the water as a separate object. This becomes the working image for a person: neither a permanent substance nor a mere nothing, but a conditioned pattern with continuity and consequences. The metaphor helps the discussion move away from two extremes—an unchanging inner owner and the conclusion that conventional persons, choices or responsibilities are unreal.

From there, the video reads saṃsāra as machinery rather than spectacle. Dependent origination is presented as an account of how one condition supports another, culminating in the repeated formation of suffering and renewed becoming. The canonical twelve-link formula is ignorance, volitional formations, consciousness, name-and-form, six sense bases, contact, feeling, craving, clinging, becoming, birth, and ageing-and-death. The recording concentrates on a shorter experiential arc: conditioned choice, consciousness, contact, feeling, craving, attachment and the projection of a future self.

Its centre of gravity is the movement from contact to feeling and from feeling to craving. A sight, sound, memory or thought is evaluated as pleasant, painful or neutral; the mind may then reach, resist or remain inattentive. Repetition gives the reaction momentum. The recording describes craving as constructing a sufferer who lacks something now and imagines fulfilment later. This is a valuable account of identity formation, provided “self-created suffering” is not confused with blame. Illness, bereavement, trauma, poverty and harm are not simply chosen, and Buddhist conditionality is broader than a claim that an individual mentally causes every difficulty.

The inner narrator is then treated as conditioned output: learned language, remembered associations and previous choices returning as apparently private thought. The provocative question is whether the voice that says “I” is the owner of experience or another event within it. The video’s final contrast between the “program” and a silent awareness that watches it belongs to the course’s contemplative interpretation. Early Buddhist not-self teaching does not require positing an unaffected true self behind the processes, and Buddhist traditions differ in how they speak about awareness, mind and liberation.

The practical turn is modest but important. The recording locates a possible interruption around feeling and craving: notice pleasantness or discomfort before the demand for more, less or escape becomes a projected identity. This is not a magical pause outside causality, nor proof of unrestricted free will. It is the cultivation of conditions—attention, restraint, understanding and ethical practice—that can weaken automatic reactions. The closing invitation is therefore not to destroy a person, but to notice how rigid selfhood is repeatedly fabricated and how experience may continue with less compulsive grasping.

Argument map

How the inquiry develops

Replace the object with a pattern

The river vortex introduces a self that is functional and consequential without being an independent, permanent substance.

Read saṃsāra as process

Dependent origination shifts attention from metaphysical spectacle to the conditions by which suffering and becoming continue.

Follow contact into evaluation

Sense or mental contact is accompanied by feeling tone, creating the setting in which attraction, resistance or indifference may arise.

Watch craving project a self

The mind imagines a future person who will possess, avoid or recover something and makes present experience answer to that image.

Question the internal narrator

Learned words, memories and reactions appear as inner speech, complicating the assumption that a separate owner stands behind thought.

Cultivate different conditions

Careful attention around feeling and craving can weaken repetition without turning liberation into suppression or self-blame.

Book, video and context

Three layers of the discussion

The written chapter

Moves from fundamental ignorance through volition, consciousness, contact, feeling, craving, clinging and becoming, with rebirth-linking consciousness completing the wider cycle.

The video’s expansion

Develops the vortex, source-code, internal narrator, cookie and future-self images, bringing the cosmological account into moment-to-moment experience.

The traditional framework

Dependent origination is a foundational Buddhist teaching, but its links, timescales and philosophical interpretation have been explained differently across traditions and historical periods.

The course synthesis

“True mind” behind a shadow, consciousness arising through choice, and silent awareness distinct from the program are interpretive claims rather than neutral definitions shared by all Buddhist schools.

Clickable chapters

Navigate the video

These markers come from the supplied YouTube catalogue and follow the recording’s principal movements. The final runtime was not separately supplied, so no duration is stated on this page.

  1. 00:00Opening: You Are Not Fixed
  2. 02:10What Is Becoming?
  3. 06:20Dependent Origination Explained
  4. 11:40Ignorance and the Start of the Cycle
  5. 17:10Craving, Attachment, and Action
  6. 22:30How Identity Is Constructed
  7. 27:40Moment-to-Moment Conditioning
  8. 32:50Breaking the Cycle

Key language

Glossary

Paṭiccasamuppāda
Dependent origination or dependent co-arising: the principle that phenomena arise in dependence on conditions. The familiar twelve-link sequence explains the arising of suffering and renewed existence; texts and traditions also emphasise a broader conditional pattern rather than a single linear mechanism.
Avijjā
Ignorance or not-knowing. In dependent origination it conditions volitional formations. It concerns failure to understand experience in accordance with the Four Noble Truths and related Buddhist analyses, not merely lack of information or ordinary intellectual error.
Saṅkhāra
Volitional formations, fabrications or conditioned activities. Translation and scope vary by context. Within the twelve links, they are conditioned by ignorance and in turn condition consciousness; they should not be reduced simply to one consciously deliberated decision.
Viññāṇa
Consciousness, often differentiated according to eye, ear, nose, tongue, body and mind. In dependent origination it is conditioned by formations and conditions name-and-form; some discourses also emphasise the reciprocal dependence of consciousness and name-and-form.
Nāma-rūpa
“Name-and-form”, commonly referring to mental and bodily dimensions of experience. Exact analyses differ across texts and traditions. It is more precise than treating the link as a permanent mind joined to a separate permanent body.
Phassa
Contact: the coming together of a sense faculty, an object and the corresponding consciousness. It conditions feeling. Calling every contact “mental” can be a helpful reminder that experience is known through consciousness, but it is not a complete definition of the traditional link.
Vedanā
Feeling tone: pleasant, painful or neither-painful-nor-pleasant. It is not the same as a complex emotion. Feeling conditions craving in the twelve-link sequence, while practice concerns meeting feeling without automatically converting it into grasping or resistance.
Taṇhā
“Thirst” or craving, conventionally analysed as craving for sensuality, becoming and non-becoming. The video emphasises its future orientation: the projection of a self who will acquire, preserve or escape an experience.
Upādāna
Clinging, grasping, taking up or appropriation. Early Buddhist lists distinguish clinging to sensuality, views, rules and observances, and doctrines of self. It conditions becoming by giving craving a more consolidated structure.
Bhava
Becoming or existence conditioned by clinging. Traditional accounts relate it to sensual, form and formless modes of existence and to rebirth. Contemporary psychological readings also use it for repeated identity formation, but that reading does not exhaust the cosmological teaching.
Saṃsāra
The wandering-on of conditioned existence through birth and death. The video also uses the term for moment-to-moment repetition of self-making. That experiential use can illuminate habit, while the traditional doctrine includes karma and rebirth across lives.
Anattā
Not-self: the Buddhist refusal to identify changing, conditioned phenomena as a permanent or controllable self. It does not mean that conventional persons are nonexistent, that actions have no consequences, or that an eternal witnessing awareness must be installed behind experience.
Citta
Mind or heart-mind. Its meaning varies across early Buddhist texts, Abhidhamma systems and later traditions. The course’s description of citta as a point-instance of awareness belongs to its chosen analytical model rather than a definition accepted without qualification everywhere.

Continue through the course

Context beyond the course

External reference points

A ninety-second observation

Follow one small moment of becoming

Choose a low-stakes urge already present—checking a message, repeating a pleasant taste or moving away from a mild irritation. Notice the contact, the pleasant or unpleasant tone, and the first thought of a future in which the urge has been satisfied. There is no need to resist it. Ask only: At what point did a sensation become something “I” needed? The exercise is observation, not a test of freedom or attainment.

This page accompanies Nigredo, Part One of A Course in Modern Alchemy, published by Dr Simon Robinson at drsimonrobinson.com. The chapter and video present Dr Robinson’s interpretive synthesis. Early Buddhist discourse, developed Theravāda analysis, later Buddhist philosophies and contemporary psychological or computational metaphors retain distinct histories and meanings. The material is educational and contemplative, not medical, psychological, psychiatric, therapeutic or spiritual advice. Dependent origination must not be used to blame people for trauma, illness, injustice or misfortune, and traditional accounts of rebirth and liberation should not be presented as established empirical science. This page guides the book and video; it replaces neither and makes no claim of universal authority.

Map. Not master.